Dreams,

Everyone has his own dreams.
Dreams are always the hopes and lights for human to survive,
Once human loses hopes and lights,
life comes to an end.

I have a dream,
Once, it was stopped and cut off from my life,
I almost gave up,
Until one day,
I woke up from miserables
and
found that I was so silly to give up my dreams.


Giving up is the most silly thing to happen in one's life.
You only have one and single only chance for everything,
Timing,
Chance,
Once u lose either one of them, what you wish to achieve could be ten times harder than usual.


I'm regret that I used to think of giving up,
thus, now, I'm trying to fight for them.


Unfortunately,
Today, when I start to chase my dream back,
I was stopped by silly words, and people who do not understand me.
They gave advise which they think is beneficial,or wise,
tho, the advises are not persuasive enough to stop me.


Do they ever think that,
If, their dreams are to be stopped by unwise advises,
and which are not presuasive enough,
what will they think and react.


My creators,
You told me that You are disappointed,
when You see I chase my dreams.

Ask,
Do You hope to see ur invention is a trash and does not have any dreams to achieve?
You hope I know how to take but not know how to achieve and give?

Your disappointment to me
makes me feel disappointed to You.

Until today, I realised that You do not trust or believe in me.

You chose to believe an outsider,
rather than in me.

Things that I told You face-to-face,
You think that I'm immature,
or trying to be mischevious,
or irresponsible to my responsibilities.

But,
when an outsider told You the same thing I did tell for many times,
You believe in him.
You chose to doubt me.
WHY??
You created me, upgraded me,
after 19 years of development,
You chose to doubt my functions and abilities.

Disappointment to You
happens from today onwards.

I chose to be independent
and be myself.
I chose to fight for my own thing.
You are always willing to give,
but You never fully believe in my decisions and judgements.

When I saw other Creators truly believe in their Inventions,
When I saw other Creators willing to give the best to their Inventions,


I feel I'm a pity invention,
who was abondoned by Your doubtfulness.


Tho, I'm Your only Invention,
You stil chose to doubt me,
and You never believe what I think it's good to me,
It's truly good,
and
It's truly what I need, what I wish for, what I dream for.


Recently I'm playing an online game which I think it's kinda popular...----RED DLIFF 赤壁
As mentioned in the name of game, it was inspired by the original movie.
When RED CLIFF PART 1 was showed on cinema, the game was HOT!!
I remembered I got the game cd from the cinema counter for FREE!!
After I reached home, I downloaded it straight and fast, and so I started my 1st online game journey..
Unfortunately, I don't have the time and patience for it. I was playing as a arrow-n-bow hero, and I've reached level 26 (something like this).
During that peak of time, other top players have reached level 60 (the highest level)
After that, I stopped for a while for studies,fitness and all other stuffs.
NOW, RED CLIFF PART 2 also had been showed on cinema, and the GM has updated all the weapons, hero abilities, boss level, difficulties etc... and set the highest level at 80 !!
And, well, I started from scratch again.. in the game..with Charles and friends..
THIS TIME, I was a DANCE HERO in it.. as it suits me!! I LOVE DANCING SOOO MUCH!!!
I use dance technics to kill and conquer.
Of course, those skills are ancient style, ( don't ever think about HIP HOP, POPPING..etc) *laugh*
This is one of the screen shots of the game..

Now, I've reached level 26 again.. I think I can continue this time. *laugh* This is really a nice game, as you need other players help to defeat the boss, which this helps the players to form a team, an army.. etc..

Well, the game, actually shows quite a little bit of our reality.
In the game, you form a group/team/army to achieve a target,
just like now, when we're away from home, we always need the hands of friends to help you out ,
which things that can't be helped by family...

在家靠父母
出外靠朋友

MY COMPLIMENT :

GOOD GAME!!

BESIDES,

Chit chatting really , never ever going to be boring when it take place between buddies at the right place.

*HAHAHA*

RIGHT PLACES:

--MAMAK STALLS--
--KOPI TIAM--

Today I chit chat with buddies and Charles for almost 1 hour at kopitiam,(until 12am sumthing)
talking about past times at secondary schools... *laugh*

FUN!! JOY!!
THIS IS HOW LIFE GOES AROUND US!!

CHEERS UP OUR LIFE!!
YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE!!

*WINK WINK*

Well, I found that this post was a bit too chicky and not really have a main point, but well, this is what my minds told me and my hands feel like typing them out..

Well,well, well,
it's time for bed now..My friend, Jess told me that I have worse black eye bag now!!!
(which I myself noticed too) *sad*

An inspiration of creating a new blog came to mind this morning after I woke up, and HERE I AM!! I realised that my English are not improving but had become worse, ( a bit worried about that infact) , so maybe I think I can brush up here * laugh*

Well, the day before yesterday I just interviewed a new part time job with my fellow college buddies and GUESS WAT?? We GOT IT!! Basically, our main job is to PROMOTE M****S and persuade people to change from other line to this particular M****S .

Initially we thought that we might be given a small counter to stand with, so that any consultation service will be much easier for us as most companies did that too. UNFORTUANELY we do not have that, and we're asked to walk around the NITE MARKET to look for "sales opportunity". AND the main point!!===> (have to be honestly to god *wink*) The BOSS gave us the vest with their brand..which much looks like MPPP!!! *LOL* Finally my friends and I DECIDED TO QUIT!!! *laugh* As we think that the company shouldn't apply this kind of sales tactic..well...

After 3 hours walk (job) at the nite market, we finally grab some drinks and took a few photos for some memoirs. Clearly, one of my friend (with specs) KOKO *laugh* is a camwhore!! *wink*

With Mike "promoting" the FREE GIFTS
(the free gifts is horrible--too huge to hold a hp inside it)

KOKO!!!! (Charles always call him this way ask "KOKO" has been searching for his english name long ago)
SEE!!! MEGA SELF ESTEEM!!!!
Well, don't be surprised! He always thought he was a spokeperson for an AD!! *haha*

OMG!!!!!!!!! AHHAHAHA NICE!!!
Pity that Charles wasn't there, or they will be an AWESOME partners on camwhore-ing!!

OH NO!!! I SAW my bulky n chubby face!!

STATUES??

MPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That day we finished our work quite late.. *sigh* Tired as we couldn't find any sales...