Everyone has his own dreams.
Dreams are always the hopes and lights for human to survive,
I have a dream,
I almost gave up,
I woke up from miserables
and
Giving up is the most silly thing to happen in one's life.
You only have one and single only chance for everything,
Timing,
Chance,
Once u lose either one of them, what you wish to achieve could be ten times harder than usual.
I'm regret that I used to think of giving up,
thus, now, I'm trying to fight for them.
Unfortunately,
Today, when I start to chase my dream back,
I was stopped by silly words, and people who do not understand me.
They gave advise which they think is beneficial,or wise,
tho, the advises are not persuasive enough to stop me.
Do they ever think that,
and which are not presuasive enough,
what will they think and react.
My creators,
You told me that You are disappointed,
when You see I chase my dreams.
Ask,
Do You hope to see ur invention is a trash and does not have any dreams to achieve?
You hope I know how to take but not know how to achieve and give?
Your disappointment to me
makes me feel disappointed to You.
Until today, I realised that You do not trust or believe in me.
You chose to believe an outsider,
rather than in me.
Things that I told You face-to-face,
You think that I'm immature,
or trying to be mischevious,
or irresponsible to my responsibilities.
But,
when an outsider told You the same thing I did tell for many times,
You believe in him.
You chose to doubt me.
You created me, upgraded me,
after 19 years of development,
You chose to doubt my functions and abilities.
Disappointment to You
I chose to be independent
and be myself.
You are always willing to give,
but You never fully believe in my decisions and judgements.
When I saw other Creators truly believe in their Inventions,
When I saw other Creators willing to give the best to their Inventions,
I feel I'm a pity invention,
who was abondoned by Your doubtfulness.
Tho, I'm Your only Invention,
You stil chose to doubt me,
and You never believe what I think it's good to me,
It's truly good,
and
It's truly what I need, what I wish for, what I dream for.